why does trusting people have to be so hard? being let down by someone you consider a friend or maybe more is one of the worst feelings in the world. i'm glad at least you pulled through this weekend. and to whom this concerns, i'm sorry but i won't be talking to you anymore.
i know you read this and none of this is for you. she said i'm her favorite lost cause.
-rick
today i spent the day with LSSRS... it was great. s.p.i is going to be so much fun. i can hardly wait. LEWINSKY coming to you soon.
- ricky
I have so much to say but most of it i really doubt you'll get to hear. writer's block couldn't even touch me. sometimes i feel like i could spend the rest of my life with someone. let me tell you about her. she makes being happy look so much fun. like it's the "in" thing. her style, well let's just say it's alot better then mine. her personality, out of this world. i want to take her to NASA where we would hop on a space shuttle, fly to the moon and blow up the world. sounds kinda wierd and boring yes i know, but with her, there's never a dull moment. she's always the life of the room, so spontaneous and energetic. it feels as if i could talk to her for the rest of my life about anything, or nothing at all. big suprise for you who read this tomorrow. secret.
-hey RICKY you're so fine. heh.
lastnight can be summed up into one word. WIERD. hope you feel better and know i'll always be here for you. sometimes it feels like i'm at an all time low. it really felt like that yesterday and i found out that some people in my life are worse off then me so as crappy as it sounds, that made me feel better. i can't help how i feel. death in your room is better then life in mine.
-sticky icky ricky
i dont really care about before you met me.
lately i find myself writing a lot of things down. not literally but like either on here or my other journal. i'm sorry for being so tired lastnight but i couldn't help to get to sleep fast to dream of you. tonight the headphones will deliver you the words that i can't say, i'll be writing you a million miles away
keep me in your heart for a while. www.clandestineindustries.com
-ricky
its so much better and worse than you'd ever think. write one to make my heart and lungs slow down. wrote the best one ever last night, i hope you get to read it one day. i also talked to her for hours. it must have been the best conversation that i've had in a really long time. well till fingers meet keys.
iwonderifitwasadream
-ricky
You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and make
sure your partner can feel it! Done artfully,
it can be very satisfactory if he/she is into
you playing the dominant role MEORW!
What kind of kiss are you?
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whats up everybody. This is the place where I will whine and complain. Polish my ego. State my opinions as fact. Do grudge maintinence. Tell you about how I wish you knew what it was like to fall asleep next to your big eyes. This is where I will take my bad day out on you. and let you swing with my moods. Let out a couple secrets and then try to take them back. I am sorry my sarcasm doesn't translate that well on the computer screen (you can download a new program to help you if you are having problems and have windows 98 or better called: (I don't care).
-ricky
take this to your grave and i'll take it to mine
