i'm taking 30 seconds of your life

posted by ricky @ 12:33 PM

golden by default.

its not holding grudges, its burning bridges to ensure we dont make the same mistakes again. its sad when people dont take a stand or speak out when they've been taken advantage of.

fool me once, shame on me. fool me twice and you're dead to me.

this is my life and ill kill you with everything i have if you shake the stability i have worked so hard for. i would be lying if i said i wasnt happy seeing your credibility go down the drain. you make me look golden.

and thats not an easy feat.

-i'm rick james bitch

posted by ricky @ 11:09 PM

there's a light on in CHICAGO

ok so i haven't updates this thing in a while. i wonder how everything is with everybody. i want to move to another city and start over. sometimes people move away for the wrong reasons. i know what i have to do, i just need to do it. i dyed my hair black today. no big difference, it was dark brown to begin with. it could be sex though. EHH!!

crossyourfingers.HOPETODIE.threwmyheartinthesky.
catch it please...

-ricky

posted by ricky @ 5:49 PM

i have you right where i want you

running to dodge the rain and getting straws stuck on your lip on the way home is way more cooler then you think. thanks Katie for everything, i really appreciate it. so now it seems like the fog is cleared and life is begining to look on the brighter side. good things don't last forever but in the end, it was all worth it.

posted by ricky @ 9:01 AM

there's a fool born every minute.

ok so these past couple of days have been so confusing for me. i just don't know what to do. in a way, i've become what i hate the most. i'll be your favorite liar of all time. we're keeping secrets and it's so not cool. i'll play your game for a little while longer but then after, i'll be gone. my pen is the barrel of the gun, remind me what side you should be on.

iknowicouldcrushyouwithmyvoice

-ricky

posted by ricky @ 8:48 AM

AHHHH!!!

ok, so i'm confused

posted by ricky @ 4:09 PM

chicken + koolaid = fuckin lair

light that smoke for giving up on me. and just one cause they'll kill you sooner then my expectations. to my favorite liar, to my favorite scar. i could have died with you. i hope you choke on those words that kissed that bottle. burry me in memory. now ask yourself how you felt on the inside. i said i loved you but i lied.

-ricky

posted by ricky @ 8:41 AM

wrote this one for you...

Not Over Yet (Never Let Go)...

i haven't talked to you
seems like two weeks
i'm wondering if
you still think of me

i can only assume
the worst things
only time will tell
what this all may bring

it's not over yet
like we said
we promised never to let go
keep yours and i'll keep mine

where was i
with you
giving up, it never seeped
so hold me
while i'm gone.
so close, so far
and it meant nothing to you at all
so now i'm gone.

this silence comes
with uncertainty
who knows where we'll be
in 3 weeks

i never gave up my end
please tell me if you do
maybe we rushed this but
it just seems too soon (to give up)

you know i'll never let you go
(you said i'll never let you go)
you know i'll never let you go 2X

-rick james.. heh

posted by ricky @ 9:23 AM