this is the new romance.
well since lj was being dumb, this will never let me down. so here goes:
your ideas of beauty and romance are just plain boring and outdated.
the flowers: expensive, dead and chiche'. ooh roses, you think that one up yourself? and your forced dates make more for awkwardness and ego-stroking than anything else.
and when that boy you're in love with doesnt pay as much attention to you as he did in the beginning, yep it means he doesnt love you as much as you love him. and chances are you wont live happily ever after. cause most of us dont. dont believe me? ask around.
that whole saving yourself for marriage bit? makes about as much sense as not test driving a car before you buy it. wise up.
and if you're still falling for the same 'i screech my tires, hey look what i can do/buy' dickhead, well then missy you deserve all the garbage he throws at you. like spending five hundred bucks on a car and getting pissed when it craps out on you. cause people are only as shitty as you let them be.
your ideas of romance are as worn out and warped as that old ass vhs porno you've been holding onto since 7th grade.
everyones done what you think you're the first to feel.
your prom, fuck it. its not magical. its $100 tux fees, $500 limos and throwing up in buckets at 2am.
losing your virginity that night? way to wipe out any lick of romance from whats supposed to be the ultimate expression of love.
wearing your hair up? yeah, only girls find this attractive. same goes for your sick fake nails, no ones buying the 2 inch thick french manicure you paid far too much for, and good luck getting those things off. ill be damned if ive EVER heard a guy say, "damn dude, you see her nails? thats sooo hott." staying up till its way too goddamn light outside, making out somewhere your parents dont want you to be.
this is the new romance.
its first times on parents beds.
its tripping her from behind.
its stealing cars for sneak kisses.
its 6 hour phone calls.
its text messages.
its telling your friends you love them/her.
its reading someone to sleep.
its video game tournaments with people you love the most.
its getting her into the show for free (july 27th).
its stolen tulips from gardens.
its being able to remember what you did last night.
its having fun with sex.
its the split second your eyes meet hers when you're going down on her.
its keeping your word.
its breaking it off when its time.
its spooning on the couch.
its the energy in the air the 5 minutes before they ring that doorbell.
the real romance is the 10 people who truly matter in this world.
the real romance is not giving a shit what the other 5,999,999,990 think.
the real romance is the beauty of the fuck you.
live your life but i miss you more than i did yesterday... you're beautiful
slipping secrets every time we can seems to be this years story. keeping it all in used to be something i could do really well and now i couldn't if my life depended on it. i want to tell you more than i do, but knowing that it would'nt get me anywhere is pointless and becoming a lovely letdown (tomyself). but in the same token, knowing all of this is gonna be worth it is the greatest feeling in the world. it's moments like these that i live for. earning every part of the way and not taking anything handed to me. i'm glad you make this hard and maybe time is what (the nurse) ordered. it's funny how she knows when i'm smiling, crying (and i never admit that to anyone), or any kind of mood i'm in. i love it. you're the only one who understands me & i just can't let that go. i'm with you till the end.
watching my chemical romance with you made my day. and you looked beautiful.
@)--^----(
p.s. i still owe you this :)...
-ricky
shhiiiiiiiiiiiiiit
are you down with the sound of this devil town?
we are the dirty boys who kiss and tell.
we are the shady motherfuckers who push (and often cross) the line.
we are the smiling faces behind your fuckups.
we are the picture takers and heart-fuckers.
we are the "give them an inch and they'll take a mile".
we are what you wish you were.
we are what we never wanted to be.
we are prettier and more distant than you'll ever know.
we are the objects of your unrequited love.
we are the little notes with motives.
we are the smiles complete with swear fingers.
we are the dreamers that live and die by computers and finger points.
we are the boys who call just as you're getting over us.
we are all better six feet under.
we dont take the time to get to know you, you wouldnt understand us anyway.
we are arrogant motherfuckers
and
we are the ones laughing at you
and
we are the ones who live by the fuck you
and
we kill you in the end.
but right now, you live through (and in) us.
let me introduce you to (the greatest people in the world) my friends...
compliments of CHRISXXX
take this breathe and breathe in just for you
ok so i haven't written in this thing for a while now so stfu already. life as of now is good. friends are awsum and you are even more awsum then ever before. family is in this week. i wonder how that's gonna go. i'm sure it'll be great. so yeah, summer has been here for a while and i still looking forward to the rest of it. i can't wait to go back to school though. i love it. next year i'm gonna be bustin some ass. del mar is getting old. who's gonna be the best lawyer on this planet?
-rick
lets make tonight our biggest mistake
ok so i haven't written in this thing in a while. i used to write in this everyday but i've been lazy. so life is good as of now. it's weird how i can write forever when life seems to be going downhill. i'll try to make this as long as possible. this month is gonna be busy for me. i'm gonna be going all over doing stuff and it's gonna be with lssrs so it's gonna be awsum. vanessa used to be the pain in my ass but it's cool now. we talked the other night and everything is cope and steady. ummm... that's all i have to say for now so i guess i'll write something cool later.
let's play ping-pong forever.. <3
