and the story goes a little something like this....
it's so easy sometimes to just quit on something. you can pour your heart, time, money and emotions so invested into something, and once it gets to a point to where you're tired of it, it's just so easy to quit. my gf broke up with me today and the only thing i could do is watch it as it went by. I've tried so many time on so many levels to try to make this work. comprimising, making promises and secret negotiations with your heart just won't work anymore. she doesn't want to do this anymore but i dont know if i want to either. i know i can probably do better but we'll see what this all ends up to be. but like i heard once, "love can't save you." it really can't. i dont know why i'm writing this but i feel a little bit betterr about the situation. whatever. i'm sure later i'll feel so crappy, sad, emotional but i'm sure eventually i'll get over it. this is stupid.
