i'm taking 30 seconds of your life

yummy indeed

posted by ricky @ 6:27 PM

you are what you eat so you must be a dick

went to the show tonight and it was alright. tomorrow i have to work like a bitch and i'm sooo tired. i need a new job. i'm kinda look for the 9-5er and working weekdays... i've applied at places but no call backs yet. ahh oh well. another day i guess

-ricky
sorry i wasn't all emo in this one. i'll try to be more depressed later...

posted by ricky @ 1:39 AM

ahh.. sweet

posted by ricky @ 7:57 PM

i know i'm not your favorite record

ok so you've lied to me countless times and i think i've had enough. i'm sorry but i won't be talking to you anymore. can i count how many more people will let me down this year. it's horrible. i can't trust anyone anymore. you never really can anyway. everybody walks around with a knife in thier back pocket. it's kinda funny. oh well, life goes on.

on another note

when i wake up every morning i'm soo willing to take chances that i probably shouldn't. it could be soo much more than this. either way, i'll be here. where you will be, who knows. but can you at least tell me where we're at. well i'll end it with that. i hope you're dreaming of me cause i'll more than likely be dreaming of you. heh.

-ricky
p.s.
if the beats alright we'll dance all night. you're my new favorite drummer Melissa. <--oh shoot 8)

posted by ricky @ 11:33 PM

every line is plotted in design

this post is dedicated to a person who reads this that i never even thought would. wierd? dumb? interesting? which is it? haha. let me tell you a few things about myself. i'm the kind of guy who would rather spend friday nights at home writing in his journal instead of going out and drinking. you are the total opposite of me and it's cool or whatever. i'm not writing this to get you or anything like that. it's just to make you understand why i write the things i write. i guess it's because me and girls don't get along. i'm shy, neglectful and they lie to me. oh well, i still live. well i guess till the next post, increase the peace in the middle east....

posted by ricky @ 4:30 PM

i only write this for the loveless

hand over my heart, gun to my head i swear to fucking god i'm through with you and this town (i'm the worst liar). i want to stop myself from only thinking of you. get me to a hospital. get me to a church. i want to be bandaged and blessed. i want to see the country from a hearse.

fuck it if you ever read this thing, this isn't about you.

none of this is for you

-r

posted by ricky @ 9:27 PM

if you say this makes you happy, i'm not the only one...

so i talked to you last night. it was cool. started listening to matchbook romance. thank god for the repeat button on my stereo. it's funny how bands will never let me down, it's funny how some girls always do. you were laughing so much. god i wish i was inside laughing with you.

to whom this may concern...
you said that you won't be talking to me anymore. i really could care less. your words have not fallen on deaf ears, just on ones that don't care. i'll teach you a lesson for keeping secrets from me.

tonight the headphones will deliver the message that i can't say. i'll be writing you from a million miles away.

-rick

posted by ricky @ 11:47 AM

i am such a sucker

i saw you today and let me tell you, i didn't expect it. hugging you was just, ahhh!! i really like getting to know you. i just wanna ask you so many ?'s. i hope with you it's different. who knows where it all may go but what i do know is that it's soo cool right now. could you tell i was nervous? all the talking covered it up really well. when i say things to you, it's not cause i think you wanna hear them. i really mean them. either way, i would never let you down.

-ricardo gallegos jr.

posted by ricky @ 4:25 PM

make art...

posted by ricky @ 10:30 PM

posted by ricky @ 11:42 PM

new friends are golden

meeting new people is like buying new shoes, MUST BE BROKEN IN. i remembered your WHOLE NAME. heh. and to whom this may concern. i've forgotten about you and your smile. i didn't know you were a killer.

if my heart is a handgrenade
every
word
you
say
pulls the pin...

-ricky

posted by ricky @ 7:33 AM